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Name: April
Location: Dayton, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 5/18/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: Spending time with my family and friends. I love going to Rodeo's with my friends, but for the most part spending time with my little Cheyanne is the best thang to do.
Expertise: I spent a year a Teen Mania Ministries in Garden Valley Tx. That was the best time of my life.I learn more about myself,and God then I ever would have at home. I have a 3 year old little girl and I learning form here everyday.
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
8/29/2005
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| I have a new site. I didn't know how to get rid of this one. So go to the other one. It's called April World or you can try cheyannesmom. I'm not sure witch one will get you there. There is a new update there aswell. Love all see you there. | | |
| Well I guessI need to give everyone an update in my life. I have been going through a very hurtfull time in my life. I have been married a year and 3 months. At the end on August Chris said that he wasn't happy and he was leaving. He said that he wasn't in love with me anymore and wasn't happy. We had been have some trouble but I thought things would just work out. I never thought this would happen but I guess that you never know what this life has in store for you. I have moved into my on apt. and Cheyanne and I are starting a new life. Chris and I are going to remain friiends and he is still going to be apart of Cheyanne's life. We have been friends for over 10 years and I still want him around. He is my best friend and the only father that my little has ever knowe. I'm not mad at him but I'm really hurt by this. I don't want him to have to live the rest of his life not happy and I wasn't happy with the way things had been but I still am very much in love with him. I have to live my life for Cheyanne and I know and not get down on myself. I don't really know were I went wrong. He said that I never did anything to make him this way but I still fill like I didn't do something right. I will be in love with him for a long time but I know that will go away I hope. Cheyanne si doing okey but misses her daddy Chris but he is going to see her tomorrow and we still plain to do stuff with her. She knows that he still loves her and will always be there for her. Please pray for us that God will take care of us. Love All, April | | |
| I just wanted to let ya'll now that you can see pic if my family on myspace http://www.myspace.com/cheymom | | |
| Life has been crazy the last few months. We took out first family trip for a week on MO. It was great we took Cheyanne fishing and swimming she had a blast. Chris and I were pritty tired by the end of the week but that was okey. She is going to get to see her birth father on the 20th of May. That will be the first time in 3 year or since she was only a week old. We had a court date and he really wants to be apart of her life now. He has gotten marred and she has a 5 year old little boy.So I fill a little better about letting her got and spend time with them. Thay are going to come to our home first and then the next time we are taking her to there house so that way I can see were she will be going. I wasn't going to just let her go. So this summer is going to be really busy and with working 40 hours a week it will be over before I get turned around. I wish everyone a great summer. Love All, April | | |
| I'm really bad at keeping up on my entry's, but my life is really busy and I don't have alot of time to set down. I have been learning some heard lessions in the last month. My life is taking a turn for the better. Chris and I were having a really heard time and I thought that it was all my falt, but I didn't know what I had done. Well I'm the kinda person that holds everything in and shut down when I fill like someone upset at me or when I have something going on in my life I don't want to talk to anyone. So that made Chris fill like I was really made at him. I have come to understand that I have to talk to him and not only about things with us but thing that have to do with me. Our life together has to be on the same page or thing don't work. Other than that I'm doing good. Cheyanne is getting bigger everyday that is heard becouse she my little baby girl, but I know that I have to let her gorw up. She is going to be a smart girl ahe is only 3 and sometimes the thing that she knows. She can tell you all her ABC's count to 20. I just don't know what to do with her. Well have to get going I will try to write more. Love All, April | | |
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